It's unexplainable

But I randomly feel the urge to search for this kid on Facebook.
We hated each other in Elementary School. After I graduated from 5th grade I never saw him again.
I just though he would always be there to hate.
Part of me looks for him so I can see how he is because we hated each other for no reason at all.
Part of me wants to see how he's doing in hopes that I am far superior.
I guess I'll never stop wondering how he is.
I know I'm a freak.